Memento Mori: Eureka moment?

This picture just may sum up what my life philosophy is (woah, deeeep). But at least I get stuff done, I always do, mostly, not including homework. Okay, the point is, I also know that I have to work hard for the stuff I want. I mean, I know good grades won't just fall out of the sky, and I know it takes hard work to get successful and I know that money grows on trees but you can't pluck them off trees, haha. I am pretty sure I know that life is a horribly cold thing. And I really do work hard, you just can't see it, woah, haha.

So why the dismal post?

I seriously don't know, haha. It's 3am and thinking sure does strange things to people.

Well, it hurts when people say hurtful things, even when they're true, I guess it hurts more when they're true. It still hurts a lot when people say true stuff that are not very nice. It's not nice to get squeezed lemon juice by reality in the face and most people would most throw lemons back at reality instead of making lemon juice or stuff like that, haha. Which reminds me of a situation ages ago in band, where people would stare at their instruments when they played something wrong and as what Mr. Ho said, why are you staring at the instrument instead of taking a mirror and looking at yourself. Haahh. The point is, after all those redundant stuff I said, haha, I realize my faults pretty clearly and yes, I am trying to change them, and yes, it hurts when people say it out loud to my face like I'm not making an effort. Sighhh. Which means no turning back, no turning back, hmmm, that's kinda hard to do.

Darn, this post is not supposed to happen, haha. I should be in bed. It's so not me to say things like this, ahahaha.