Memento Mori

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Joy and sorrow in the form of SPM results!

  Aussy is 6000km away from KK but still, I can feel the heat of the SPM results release. I totally couldn't sleep for two nights and on the morning of the release date, I just so happen to oversleep, bsh. Great timing. To make things worse, both of my buses were late, oh gee. Goodbye 100 percent attendance, not that it matters anyway, haha. 

  I had English class in the morning on Wednesday and I practically did not pay any attention at all. I was staring at my phone, secretly of course and kept flipping it to check for messages. Nervous much. Well, I found out about my result during lunch break when I called Joshua who called Crystal who called Vicky. Hmmm, slightly disappointed I guess. I wasn't really expecting much, completely no confidence when I was doing the exam papers, but still, I was hoping for a miracle I guess, haha. Meh, still a little disappointed though, somewhat, like good isn't good enough, haha. Hmmm, I'm one in fifteen, one of the fifteen people, in TTSS, hmmm. Well, I don't know why but I just called my maths tuition teacher after receiving my results, haha. A+ in Maths and Additional Maths, A MIRACLE.

This ain't mine btw, must have belonged to a meme user ;)

  Super stunned today when someone told me something about the newspapers. Darn! They should not have published it! BSH, and they just had to use an ancient photo of me, bsh, I don't need to be on the paper! Get me off. 

WHAT IF

  It's supposed to be autumn, it's supposed to be autumn, it's supposed to cool down. The temperature's been rising back again, 31 degrees tomorrow, what. So so hot, this weather is horrible for sleeping and I have no air conditioning, bsh. I am so allergic to heat. 

  Meanwhile back at the ranch, SPM RESULTS, WEDNESDAY. The. Coming. Wednesday. Ahh, I'm starting to freak out, paranoia! Well, I don't really expect much, but deep down there's still that hope that a miracle will come true and I would miraculously get awesome results. What are the odds of that. Other than that, scholarships have been on my mind recently, haha, despo for scholarships suddenly. I never actually thought of applying for scholarships since I'm overseas and stuff but hmmmm... what if... hmmmm. That is, if my results are actually good enough, I fail. 9A* is obviously way too much to ask for, not in a million years would I be that smart or hardworking or both, haha. So, sleepless nights before the SPM results are released, check. 

*fingers crossed*

Earth Hour 2011

  I am in the country where Earth Hour first started, awesome!

btw, the picture's a link :)

26th of March 2011, 8:30pm! 

Which is next Saturday,

Switch off your lights for one hour

Not that it would kill you anyway

Unless you photosynthesise

Which I doubt it

Besides, it might save your electric bill ;)

Switch off your lights, or mother nature will switch it off for you ;)

Two Hundred and Sixty Four Days

  Sigh, I hope this is just another one of those days, those days when you feel absolutely horrible. Bshhh. I want to go home, forever, ahh, this place isn't my kind of place. Told ya I didn't want to come to Australia. I'm sorry me :( Turning back is for the weak! Haha, just kidding. Go home forever, that would be nice, hmmmm. Bsh, my ever changing mind, bshh. I'm sorry me again. Joshua and Sabina and Crystal, you guys should be here. Slack at coffee shops, awesome, most awesome ever. 

  I should study and stop procrastinating all the time. Darn force of habit. Chemistry test next Monday, English and Biology next next Monday and I'm pretty sure there's more on the next next next Monday and the next next next next Monday. Good thing I only have 2 major exams during my course, exams are not good for procrastinators. Sorry Tham, haha.

Hmm, I should remind myself that my blog is not a diary and I should put some intellectual stuff in it, so many stupid posts, intellect just isn't in my head. Happy thoughts, happy thoughts. It rained the WHOLE day today, it's gonna flood! Haha, no it's not, dramatic much. 

Barfing happy thoughts, hahaha.

Someday

  

  

  I saw this ad that day in Student Flights (which is a shop that sells well, student flights) for a tour in Europe, TEN DAYS, for like AUD 1000 something. That's reallyyy cheap considering I might have to pay at least AUD 1000 just for flight tickets if I go by myself. Ahh, envy rich people. I don't have the money to go anyway even if it's that cheap. 

Fry Day

I will never say never unless the circumstances are appropriate for the situation that I am in the current time - Rustin Hieber ;)

REBECCA BLACK IS TRENDING!!1!1 

Best example of an epic fail

Book the Eighth

HOPE

I voted! Did you?

  Haha, nah, I did not vote for nothing. They were just handing out those buttons at Ben and Jerry's ice cream shop, I took like, 5 of them, haha. Ben and Jerry's is awesome! But my wallet would not like me buying it often =/ I'm sorry wallet and bank account :( My term break's in a month! Yayy, procrastinate!

  On another note, one of my friends actually goes to Hope church, stun. I didn't think anyone I know would be going to Hope and woahh, I thought wrong. Yes, I shall go to Hope church people! *you know who you are* The Hope church service thing (is that what it's called?) is gonna be in UQ St. Lucia campus and unfortunately I do not know how to get there, it's prettyyyy far from my house, I shall figure that out. Taking the bus is so troublesome, the services don't run as early on the weekends and I have to walk to the next bus stop to take the earlier buses. I do not like that, at all, especially the walking part. Oh, and I found out that my usual bus stop is actually 1km away from my house, far much, so I walk 2km every day, woah. 

Week 4

  Hmm, exams are coming soon, that's fast. So, I looked at my calendars. STUNNED! PHYSICS TEST IN WEEK 4! This week is week 4! I am so going to die! Physics is really really really really really hard, I do not possess a physical brain. I hate the motion and forces chapter the most, I just cannot imagine motion and forces on a piece of paper. I am doomed. I hope the test is a lie.

  On another note, this week is week 4, which means I've been here for a month. Great, now repeat the process for another 8 times. Envy, envy, envy, most of my friends are going home for the holidays, what am I going to do here alone. Hmmm. This week's been kinda weird. My biology lecture was cancelled yesterday, yay, free period! Then, physics class was cancelled today, yay, I can go home 2 hours early! Oh joy, I only have English class tomorrow at noon but then I have that weird IELTS class for an hour. I have to take my IELTS sooner, bsh!

Ahh, I was hoping to watch this in KK since it's gonna be my term break. Now I have to blow a fortune to watch it here, when everyone's going home :(

  The school's having another trip to the Australian Zoo, meh, I'm not a big fan of animals and expensive price tags. A friend suggested to go to Dreamworld though, yayy :D

Scream and fun and more screaming

I conquered that thing! :D

  I went on a school trip to Movieworld yesterday and it was awesome! It took about an hour to get there from Brisbane city, by bus. Since it was a Saturday, there's no free loop bus thing thingy that takes me to school from the bus station, bsh, had to walk all the way uphill to the school. But mehh, never mind that. 

  So, we were at the entrance of Movieworld and we saw that super tall roller coaster, instantly stunned, it's like so tall. Ironic, we went into the park and it was the first thing we got on. I didn't even think I would dare to ride it, stunness. Screamed all the way up and all the way down. I could have lost my voice, but I didn't, hah. That's the only ride I got on, epic fail, but then I'd puke if I got on another ride anyway, haha, more fail. 

  Walked through the streets and I saw Tweety!! Aww man, Tweety only does shows, no photos, sadness. Hmmm, lots of shops, there was this Harry Potter shop, selling all those weird stuff and whatnot. Lots of awesome shirts in the other stores, which also had awesome price tags, which is not much to Aussies but A LOT TO ME. I watched the parade right before I left, pretty cool, haha. 

That's Alyssa! Super cute! And awesome blue eyes

How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard - Pooh

Pooh is awesome, Movieworld should include Pooh. :(

Autumn?

14th of March! *fingers crossed*

  It's starting to get cold here since summer's over. Everything's so quiet at night, shops close at 5pm, early much, haha. Bsh, and it gets dark reallyy early, which is a bad thing. Get off the bus at 6.30pm and it looks like 8pm, scary. 

Adventure to Candied Island!

But like you totally like didn't like go to Bob's like tanning nose job like lipo and smoothie shop like totally - Chowder

Ahh, I want to watch Chowder! And Flapjack!

Youth in spirit

  I was sitting on my bed, thinking, today is a really cold day, even my room is cold. And then it hit me, I had left my window open, ahahaha, dum XD

  I 'attended' youth today, well, sort of. I was there, in iPad form. Haha. Sabina cheated ;) Hmm, there was this really nice verse:

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse us human beings, who have been made in God's likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be. Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring?

James 3:9-11 

   Haha, I have never quoted bible verses in my blog, awesome. 

  There was supposed to be this International Students welcoming thing today in town. And the procrastinator in me didn't want to go. So I stayed at home. Bsh, I had to vacuum my room though, ahhh. Darn financial constraint, bus fees make me want to stay home all the time, lulz.

I wish the bank would want a loan from me instead of the other way round. Haha.

VFD

Haha

  The weather forecast predicted rain for the next week, which is SEVEN DAYS OF RAIN. Now everyone is starting to worry about floods again, haha.

  On another happy note, I have conquered my fear of the house at the bend of the road, haha. Right, it all started with this scary dog that almost chased me, note almost. It was like huge and I'm pretty sure it could kill me. I was totally freaked out but yay, the owner called the dog and I get to keep my life :) Trauma, I never ever walked past that house again, EVER. Until yesterday. I was walking home and it was 7pm and it was horribly dark, superr scary plus it was raining, booyah. I was too darn lazy to make a huge detour to get past that house and I faced ma fearr! Funny, haha. I just hope I don't see that dog again, ever, especially if it's not on a leash and it's owner is not around. Mehh, the owner apologized to me, haha.

  Whee, I'm gonna go to Movieworld next saturday, awsm ;) I'll be the one standing near the super scary roller coasters helping my friends to take pictures and look after their bags, yay :)

Sweet like HONEY, well, not quite

Woahh, two weeks in Aussy now. TWO. WEEKS. ONLY.

Time passes so slowly here.

And homework piles up. Like in BIG PILES.

Ahhh... Home (?)

How to Facepalm

Thank you BEBE for giving me facepalms all the time, lulz ;)

Misfit

Troll picture, not related at all, lulz

  There was this huge storm today, woah, totally freaked me out. I was walking to the bus station and I looked up at the sky, woah, it really looked like it was 7pm or something, and it was only 4pm at that time. Scaryy, superr windy, ahh. It caused this massive traffice jam on the way home and I was like on the bus for ONE HOUR OR MORE, bsh. Then I had to walk home in the rain and freezing cold weather (well not really, more like Ranau at night, haha).

  Orientation finally ended and school got a tad bit interesting, note, just a little bit. I looked at my textbooks and it was pretty much the same with senior 2, I MUST NOT FAIL any subject or I shall have no future, lulz. I feel like a misfit sometimes, ahh, well I guess it takes time. Sometimes I wish I was still in senior 2, but I think of SPM exams all over again, and I'm all better! :) hahaha. Stupid online textbook stuff, makes me don't want to study, have to stare at my computer screen, do my homework online, mehh, not fun at all. I like to have my homework in my hands and write on them, with a real pen. Bsh. Met some new friends. No social links established so far, seriously I just want to stay at home, lulz, wayy to lazy to go out. And I HATE THE SUN HERE. It's like this giant grill trying to fry you. Barbeque desk, lulz.

p.s. Marshmallows are awsm, haha, my host buys them for me all the time, awsm.

15th of July!

So why don't we go, somewhere only we know

 

  I joined my school's student council, hmmm, I hope I don't have to campaign for it, campaign manager not available in Aussy :(

Disorientated

  Orientation is disorientating me, bsh.

  Finally today's the last day of orientation! Oh joy, for once I can't wait for lessons to start, rotting everyday at school, lounging in the common room and going up and down the stairs (not MY idea okay). My school DOES NOT have a proper library, bsh, worst ever, the library is called a resource room and it's as big as my closet, yay. Oh and that so called library only has weird books about psychology, business management stuff and Cambodia, I will never understand, ever.

  I miss my money, so so much :( Had to buy my textbooks today, bsh, explode! They costed me $350, AUSTRALIAN DOLLARS, bsh, books didn't even cost so much when I had like ten subjects in TTSS. I only have five subjects and half of the books are online books, whut, burning my wallet, have to starve now till I can access my bank account. BSH. I hate online books, I can't doodle on them, I have to stare at the computer to study, I have to pay like $80 each for them and they expire after one year! Mehhhh, darn.

  Oh, I also WAS FORCED to buy a new calculator because mine is not allowed. Seriously, I just don't see the difference, oh wait, the new calculator has rounder buttons and different colour, oh I see what you did there.

  Ahhh, I hate walking. I. Hate. Walking. So. Much. I missed my stop today because I fell asleep on the bus, forgot to press the bell so the bus will stop at my stop (so many stops, stop). Bsh, I had to get off at the next stop, which thankfully is at the mall, which thankfully is still near but also far. And. I. Had. To. Walk. Even. More. Walk moarrr!!!

  Okay, I guess I complain too much, lulz. I'll blog about happy stuff next time, like the absence of pilaks :)

Aww, I'm not there

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKY!!!

;)

Y THEY NO SPEAK ENGLISH

Finally the line is fixed! Now I can show you this sweet photo, lulz.

  It was the first day of school today. Bsh, not so great. I woke up at 6.30 and I was like almost late. Had to run downhill to the bsh bus bsh station bsh. And I ran the wrong way, bsh, turn back and keep running. Ah, not so fun ehhh.

  So I got to the school and listened to lectures all day, alone, so darn bored. Come to Australia, speak cantonese, wat do. I was like just sitting there nodding and smiling while they were going on and on about something. Meh, everyone's like either from Hong Kong or China, yay, everyone's speaking either Mandarin or Cantonese, oh double yay. What am I going to do, can't find my crowd, bsh, Sabina and Joshua and Crystal and bsh. No social links established. Well, at least I've got acquantainces now, note the word acquantainces, hah, don't have to ride the bus all alone.

  Funny thing, all high school students here carry huge luggages to school, lulz. They're like totally huge luggages, those you take for hand carry on trips, lulz, how do they get by.

  My school is having a trip to Movieworld in March, hmmm hmmm hmmm, I so totally want to go, hmmm, $44, that is not a small sum of money, hmmm.

♥

Happy Valentines Day

Bsh, I have no one here. Left my sunshine in KK.

Wanted to post a really sweet photo, but then the line's too horrible.

I O U one sweet photo.

外国的月亮比较圆(?)

  My location is now Brisbane, oh joy! I arrived here like 3 days ago but then the internet connection was wayy too slow, I couldn't even blog, bsh. Lulz, my flight was 10 hours in total, whut, almost died. Not comfortable sleeping on your shoulder, take note of that. My first flight was at noon and I reached Changi Ariport, man, I had to sienzz orhx there for the whole afternoon till eight at night. Haha, went to burger king, Joshua and Sabina were NOT there.

  Hmmm, it's pretty awesome here. Though I miss so many people so much, but sigh, no turning back now. The sun here burnssss! UV RAYS!! I want my KK sunshine :( I did not pack sunblock, bsh, now I have to buy for like fourteen dollars, bsh. Everything's so expensive, $3.20 for a bottle of coke, blasphemy! There's a pool in the backyard, haha, awesome.

  Bsh, I'm tired. Meh. Stories next time.

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THE BAD BEGINNING

11022011 

Batter Rings

We should just get on our bikes and go, go and start a business. - Family Guy

And that is why you should never drink alcoholic lemonade

  Haven't went to an after party in a while, oh boo. Every party has an after party and every after party also has an after after party, forever party life. Well, our group ain't complete anymore, no more after parties I guess. Wouldn't it be awesome if we all went to the same college and stayed in an apartment or something, woah, awesome dream come true.

I also gotta have this date in my blog ;)

Happy Birthday 

:D

Ninjas! Ninjas everywhere!

  Hah! It's the Chinese New Year holidays now, not that it matters to me since I don't have school, bsh. Joshua's gonna go on his 'holiday' tomorrow, which means probably no conference this week(?). Haha, I win again. The score is now 5:3, haha. CHALLENGE ACCEPTED. 

  I used to say I'm leaving in a month or 20 days or 18 days. It seemed so far away. I'm leaving next Friday, woah, that's sounds so close, bsh. I. Will. Be. Alone. At. The. Airport. Thanks for buying a ticket with such great timing, haha. Someone asked me if I'll feel sad these days whenever I think of leaving. Hmmm... 

  I went out to Citymall today with Crystal. I guess we were too bored at home, haha. I saw like tons of superr adorable bears, ah, I wish they were white, bsh. If only they were white. We ate lunch at Cross, again, haha, and then we broke into our old school. Broke into the library, literally ran inside, but I guess the librarian is part ninja and caught us. The coast was totally clear when we went in and like 3 seconds later she caught us. Woah, she's totally part ninja, she was nowhere near the door when we ran in. Kicked out for breaking in. So many rules. Bsh. Hah, at least I ain't studying there anymore, funny. 

more like ninja librarian, you'll never see her coming

Lick Icons

Ain't that cute??///

I just realized that 11 days is not a very long time :(

To eat or not to eat

says Insanity Wolf

Ungelivable! No, it's not a typo.

You're so ungelivable. Bsh. Know your place.

  Some people just don't understand. Grr. They don't understand where the line is and where their place is. Seriously, get a clue. It's not nice to be rude, and it's definitely not cool either. Sigh. You have crossed the line. I wish you would just notice that.

 I have 16 days left. 16, 16, 16, haha, reminds me of that High School Musical 3 scene in the beginning. I wonder what's gonna happen next. I'm not gonna have people to talk to me everyday anymore, sigh. Wouldn't it be really funny if I didn't go and stayed in KK instead? Woah, super funny. Hahaha. As if I could stay. 

  My days have been really, boring. Bsh. I spend mornings waiting for people to get out of school. Then I spend my nights talking to every single person I ever knew. Repeat process everyday till I drop. Two more weeks and I'll be outta here, to that lonely place, where I'll lose contact with everyone! Gah!

On another note,

  Aren't dimples just the cutest and most awesome thing ever? Haha. Even if some people think it's a defect, bsh, I don't care. They're like really adorable, woah. Hah. Y U NO AGREE.

Dear blank, please blank

Dear procrastinators of the world,

If you are reading this, I've done my job.

Sincerely, distraction

What's up with all that make a wish at 11:11 stuff? I decided to find out and now, I'm totally creeped out. I. Should. Not. Have. Googled. It. Horribly spooky, darn, now I can't sleep and clocks scare me. Bsh. 

  Thank goodness the Brisbane flood waters are starting to recede, I was getting sooo worried (I'm not that selfish, I worry for the residents there too ;) ). The whole world is totally sinking, everywhere is flooding! And it's raining everyday here, which is actually nice because the rain is awesome, it's always awesome when it rains, everything is awesome when it rains, except for outdoor activities. (Meh, I don't go out much anyway, don't care).

Rain never seemed so horrible

This is why you should go to church =)

  Brisbane flood waters are finally receding. It peaked at 4.4 metres, woah, that's like crazy, and I thought floods in Tuaran was bad enough. Well, at least now I won't starve and drown when I get there. My parents just suddenly booked my air ticket, totally scary, without telling me, bsh.

What's there about 2010

Not weird photo! =)

  I just suddenly felt like saying this, 2010 was awesome! Awesomasia just made everything awesome, haha. Hmmm, 2011 is sure gonna be different, real different. For starters, my new year resolutions! Which I am going to complete for once, oh joy. 

  Sigh, stupid liars, the world is made of liars, bsh.

  I'm reallyyyy booored. I wish school would start soon, bsh.

Signs of procrastination

One sign of procrastinating: 

When you have absolutely nothing to do everyday and you don't update your blog (I mean me)

  Sabina left to UK last Saturday, (boo!) so now I'm rotting at home alone because everyone else has school, bsh. Bedtime at nine every night since I have nothing to do. Nothing to do. NOTHING TO DO. At this point, IS sounds pretty good, hmmm. I guess it would have been fun if I decided to stay. Really fun. Too late to turn back now, I still don't have a strong enough reason to stay anyway, haha. So it's another goodbye forever huh.

  I feel like staying AND leaving at the same time, that does not make sense, at all. Well, my visa's finally approved, oh joy! And I am gonna buy my ticket to aussy freedom soon, seriously, nothing beats aussy freedom, NOTHING BEATS AUSSY FREEDOM, except financial constraint, but meh, I'll get by. =)

  Hah, I am surely gonna miss Awesomasia! Although the Queen isn't here anymore. Last year was awesome, totally awesome.

The Royal Family and President =D

E-N-V-Y

E-M-P-T-Y

I feel empty

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 3 days late don't matter now do they ;)

I've got my resolutions for 2011 and for once, I think I'm gonna actually fulfill them, hah. You should too. 

p.s. I meant EVERY word :)

Noel

Hey, Merry Christmas everyone! Or anyone... Enjoy your Christmas, it might be your last ;)

p.s. I was kidding, why so serious?

Wasted 40 seconds

Try reading this, the average person can't

This is this dog
This is is dog
This is how dog
This is to dog
This is keep dog
This is a dog
This is retard dog
This is busy dog
This is for dog
This is 40 dog
This is seconds dog

Now go back and read the 3rd word of each sentence ;)


  On another note, 50km/h is not speeding, or is it? No it's not, I don't think so. Haha. Oh I'm so bored, just kill me.

Tweeting Twitter

"Uhh, there's a little problem..."

"BSH!!!! WHAT PROBLEM!!!"

  Okay, I didn't really say that out loud, I just said it in my mind. Turns out there was a slight problem with my visa thing thingy and it also turns out that it was no biggie so yeah. My visa's gonna be done soon, I'm leaving soon, yay yay yay. Next January, I'll be wasting time at home while everyone's gonna be studying their butts off, oh joy. Hmmm, somehow I'm having second thoughts about IS? Nah, must be some holiday mood getting to me, hah. Thank you for not choosing me to go to NS! 

Would you like to follow Jesus? ;)

  This holiday is the worst, well not really but you get the point. I've been staying at home, sleeping, eating and just doing stuff that are not important. I seriously need to get a job, if only that was easier. To make things worse I have horrible sleep problems, I have trouble falling asleep and staying awake, it takes me forever to fall asleep and also wake up and that stupid motorbike just won't shut up. Nobody goes out at 3am and comes back at 4am on a motorbike, nobody does that, get it. 

  Christmas is coming to town soon, no snow, though I prayed for it :) Haha, people are coming back to town too, oh joy (no sarcasm intended). :D Gotta go catch a movie, gotta go catch a movie before I die of boredom. Hurry hurry back :D

p.s. This post is in no way related to Twitter :)

Eight Two Twenty Eleven

  So I guess everything is right now. Sorry anyway. :(

  SPM is finally over and it might be weird to say this, but I am terribly horribly bored. It's only the first day of my long awaited holiday and I totally have nothing to do. NOTHING TO DO. 

  I realized that I just graduated from high school, woah. And I almost forgot to get my school leaving certificate thing thingy, haha. I'm leaving! Finally! :D

Superfluous

S-u-p-e-r-f-l-u-o-u-s

  I went to Hobbycon yesterday. It wasn't really interesting due to the lack of air and space, bshsh. Well, it was okay, seeing middle aged people wearing huge costumes was never this epic. I don't recognize any of the people or should I say, characters there, but I knew PEDOBEAR(s). They were even creepier in real life, totally pedos in bear form.

  I had Art exam today and I think I did pretty good, if the examiner was colour blind, it was dark, my drawing was behind a wall and the examiner was blind also. Oh goodie.

It's like living hail

  2 more subjects, 2 more subjects, 2 more subjects, 2 MORE SUBJECTS!

Random thought

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas


Just like the ones I never knew


  Wouldn't that be so totally cool, literally. I'll pray for snow this Christmas ;)

Stare

BF!

bshshshsh

   

  Strike one! Two more strikes to go before I'm out. Let's just not talk about physics today and pretend it's a figment of imagination, like everything else in the world. ;)

  I had the weirdest nightmare yesterday. I dreamt that something was choking and killing me, woah. Then, I had the weirdest conversation today. I ain't spending two bucks for a text message okay, I still gotta eat you know. 

DARE

  SPM, it does weird stuff to your mind. I had a nightmare, worstest ever. And yes, worstest is an actual word, whatever! So everything has been pretty weird recently. I had lots of dreams and nightmares, some of which I could not tell if it happened or not, scary. I'm counting down the days for SPM to end, another week and I'm free! Forever! Or at least till January or February or March but you get the point. I am now completely numb to all the stress and pressures of SPM, somehow. Not feeling anything anymore, probably dead too.

  We all definitely need help now. Sabina, Crystal and I were admiring calculators that look nice. Sabina saw a window that looks like an ammeter (think of ammeters the next time you look at a window!). Yes, we need help.  A lot of help. 

  You may also notice I am updating my blog a lot recently. So did I during all the previous exams. This is because I am a procrastinator at heart and rushing is never a good idea, until it's too late. ;)

On melancholy hill

  You heard the picture, slow is the new fast and awesome too. So I am now fast and awesome ;)

  How sad is it that we need to actually study for moral and actually have to memorize a bunch of nilai, which is most likely not gonna be used in life. The last thing I would think of when I'm doing stuff is: what nilai am I practising? Hah. Let's just get this over with.

  Woah, they're making a Paradise Kiss movie. 2011.5 Cool! Some of the actors look weird but whatever, haha.

  I'm going to die consecutively starting from Wednesday until Thursday, then revive and die again the next week. Nice.

The Sweetest Es-ca-pe

  One week down, two to go! (That sounded so optimistic...) 

  Happiness is no more BM and Sejarah ever, forever! I'm never ever gonna study those subjects anymore, although I practically blew the Sejarah SPM, prepare to flunk. But still, no more, forever, and forever is a very long time. 

  I guess I let procrastination get hold of me and I practically did not study at all for Physics next Thursday. Again, I blew it. Tomorrow's exam is Mathematics and I hope I could make it and maybe get an A? *fingers crossed* 

  Highlight of the week: Got tricked into thinking there was a party at Joshua's house yesterday and ended up missing my usual weekly mass with Vicky and went to Joshua's house for no party. Right. Vicky fell for it too, rare... Okay, my week wasn't really exciting but yeah. Never again. I had to wake up at six today to attend the mass. And the priest spoke Hakka, what... And he was pretty fierce too, what... Haha

  Okay, so I really gotta study, the real battle's not here yet. Three science subjects and two maths to take down! Or my life is over, forever, and forever is a really long time.

22, 23!

  Finally the day has come! I am moving!

  Moving into my study room that is... Haha. SPM's here, tomorrow actually. So, gotta move into my study room to study all night, just great. I guess I should lay off the computer for a couple of weeks, hmmm. Can't wait till everything is over, it's gonna be super awesome! 

  10.22 am, better start studying before that am turns to pm... 

Moss

what will happen 

now? she asks. 

now, i say, 

now, 

the dishes will pile 

up in the sink 

and there will 

be only one 

pair of shoes 

at the door.

  Nice poem. I found it online a few weeks ago. 

Your face

Chuck Norris

When the Bogeyman goes to sleep at night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris

  I guess Chuck Norris is really that epic huh. Well, he is the only one to be able to divide by zero.


 So.... does anyone know what liquid chlorophyll is? Haha. Apparently we're supposed to drink it and turn into a plant I guess. Gross.

Sentence of the day

Do you need to get a life? Well, you can have mine ;)

Man, I can't wait to leave! For like, ever! 

p.s. Happy Halloween! Or cosplay day in the east and free candy day in the west

3 wishes?

Ever felt used?

Woah.

Happy birthday to Joshua! 

You are now one step closer to heaven 

Or probably already there since you forgot how to breathe

99 ways

  The poem says that children have 99 languages, 99 kinds of happiness, 99 ways of thinking, 99 ways of listening, but I know there's only 1 way to answer that question. Unfortunately, I do things differently, thus, I can't answer that question. In conclusion, I shall flunk my Chinese exam, or should I say, I flunked my Chinese exam. Period.

  Now I've got a day to learn to read and write ideogram, pictograph, cuneiform and hieroglyph because Sejarah's gonna test me on that. Epic. Okay, that's not gonna be on the exam but it's similar, well not really. But you get the picture.

God is grrrrreat!

  Thanks for making me believe :)

  I went to church yesterday and there was this really funny priest. His Chinese isn't really good and he kept pausing during the mass. He had to speak a little English when he was preaching too, haha. Somehow he's from somewhere else and it's his first time conducting a mass in that church. Well, he's nice and funny, haha. 

So, God bless you! Especially Joshua ;)

How to be a math genius in 4 days

First, learn to do addition and subtraction


Second, memorize the times table


Third, do division


Fourth, go cry in the corner because all the steps above WILL NOT make you a math genius in 4 days


Math exam in 4 days! S.O.S!

Take a right turn to the right way

  I just met my opponent today and I'm just gonna call her Hello Kitty girl because she was carrying this HUGE Hello Kitty head bag, as in the bag is Hello Kitty head shaped. She kinda freaked me out because I've never seen anyone dress like that and is 17, and she had a pair of huge staring eyes. Haha, okay, she was only almost my opponent, had I decided to take the same path as her. But I didn't because Hello Kitty girl is rich and I'm not, so yeah.

  I think my persona just upgraded today, somehow... Haha. 

The second star to the right

Shines in the night for you

To tell you that the dreams you plan

Really can come true 

p.s. Peter Pan is awesome! =) 

Tamadun Hwang Ho

  I've been staring at that Tamadun Hwang Ho title for like, an hour or so now. Don't feel like studying it but still... Darn SPM! Countdown: 15 days to SPM mock, 15 days to failing, 15 days to an unemployed future, hah. I should get back to studying, I should get back to studying, I should get back to studying. I'll come back if I survive Tamadun Hwang Ho!

200 or 2000 miles away?

Pinky toe - Pinky in toe form ;)

  I went to core today and I gotta say: Macam tiada. Running alone is boring, seriously boring, horribly boring and gah, bore me to my bones (what...). Burnt some calories and went to eat, like what... And then went on that bike thing for ten minutes and barely even sweat. In conclusion, I didn't do anything helpful at all. Well, at least now I know 200 calories is a lot, really A LOT.

  Sabina talked about having a J3 Zhong reunion when we're thirty five, cool, haha. It would be so fun to see what would happen to everyone at that time, and to know under which bridge I would be living in and which of Joshua's factory I'm gonna be working in and how many children someone's gonna have and hahahaha. Oh, and I'm gonna win the bet, definitely, period. 

Hmmmm, it's not about finding the perfect one, but the one perfect for you, right? Grrrr....

Nothing. Everything.

  Big difference? Not really.

  So, everything is going on, nothing is going on, sigh. I am supposedly studying now and supposedly not going to touch the computer for a week, but then I MUST CHECK MY EMAIL or I'll die. Seriously, okay, that was a lie, but still it's important =D. Probably waiting for an email of rejection from some college, but then, hmmm, I don't think they'd send those out. They wouldn't even tell you you're rejected, but then... Hmmm...

  My holiday is ending! Not that I had much of a holiday. Well, it was fun (more like wasting time) while it lasted. Blabber, blabber, blabber.

  I guess I'm gonna take the road less taken? Paranoid, again. Grr.

p.s. I'm going to stay off the computer for the week! I hope...

That procrastination book that I read didn't help one bit... Inefficient book!

A day without sunshine is like, you know, night

It's the 100th post!

It's two times better than my 50th post

One hundred times better than my first post

But the best is yet to come, haha

Definition of luck (look up) =)